If I was Siuan . . .

[Jaime Jai'melar 1]

Every time I think of Siuan thinking about Moiraine, there is this certain song that makes me have this hypothetical thinking that if I will be Siuan (if ever) I will be thinking exactly this way:

It's her hair and her eyes today

That just simply take me away

And the feeling that I'm falling further in love

Makes me shiver but in a good way

All the times I have sat and stared

As she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair

And she purses her lips, bats her eyes and she plays,

With me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say

 

'Cause I love her with all that i am

And my voice shakes along with my hands

Cause she's all that I see and she's all that I need

And I'm out of my league once again

 

It's a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me

As the world spins around her she laughs,

Rolls her eyes and I feel like I'm falling

But it's no surprise

'Cause I love her with all that I am

And my voice shakes along with my hands

'Cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea

But I'd rather be here than on land

Yes she's all that I see and she's all that I need

And I'm out of my league once again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWT1u8ez8KU

I'm still young and I think, being young makes me vulnerable to people around me . . . what I can say is, I like this certain person here more than I like the others. To put it simply, I am attracted to someone (here). The way that person comments or replies in almost every post I had been reading here - old posts included, made me like (him/her) more. Mind you, just "like".

 

To that person:

 

Hey you! I like you. So much.

And if I can, I will be chasing you around the way the Dark One does with Rand (Kidding) That's impossible. I know you're older than me, of about five to ten years... it's like Rand courting Moiraine right?

 

Oh well . . .

Edited April 4, 2011 by Jaime Jai'melar

[Jaime Jai'melar 1]

Now . . . don't worry. I won't be chasing you around or even pursue you or court you or whatever. I just want to vent these feelings out . . . don't take this personally

 

[Vertex 23]

Venting is very good It makes you feel ventilated and all.

[Jaime Jai'melar 1]

Yeah. I wish it will really do me some good though

[Kaitlin 22]

Who is this person? You should give us a hint!

[Jaime Jai'melar 1]

Now now Romanda. That wouldn't do I . . . uh . . . it's a secret

[Kaitlin 22]

ok, but if it's Vertex you should know that he is a very silly boy!

[Jaime Jai'melar 1]

No it's not Vertex, not at all. What made you think it's him? As far as I know, he's a guy. And . . . oh well

[Olivia 26]

If your crush is supposed to be a secret then why did you make a whole thread about it? You're as big a gossip as Accepted Sheriam.

 

I do think those song lyrics fit Siuan's feelings for Moiraine though. It even has bits about being in the sea! (although I guess Siuan only went to the sea once; she's more of a river gal...)

[Vertex 23]

Fine, break my heart, I won't cry! *slams doors*

[Jaime Jai'melar 1]

Oh... and one more thing Romanda... I'm a silly creature as well, and combining two silly things will only result to a disaster you wouldn't want. besides, Vertex is someone I had never even exchanged two or three sentences with. So it's far from being him

[Jaime Jai'melar 1]

Fine, break my heart, I won't cry! *slams doors*

 

I know you wouldn't

[Jaime Jai'melar 1]

If your crush is supposed to be a secret then why did you make a whole thread about it? You're as big a gossip as Accepted Sheriam.

 

I do think those song lyrics fit Siuan's feelings for Moiraine though. It even has bits about being in the sea! (although I guess Siuan only went to the sea once; she's more of a river gal...)

 

Because I just want to vent my feelings out Olivia You . . . you really want to know who?

 

 

Who's like Sheriam? Me? I'm more like Siuan if you're going to ask me though

 

Yeah, when I stumbled upon this song again, I thought "Hey, it fits!" and then, there you go . . . me posting it . . . you seeing it, even hearing it . . . blah blah blah

 

[Jaime Jai'melar 1]

Oh, and Olivia, I just wanted to catch that person's attention, but it seems like that person is oblivious that he/she's the one I'm referring to.

 

That person just bloody can't read between the lines.

Edited April 4, 2011 by Jaime Jai'melar

[Olivia 26]

Whoa, quadruple post In future try just editing your post instead of posting right after yourself, it makes it easier for people to read

 

And as for your crush, maybe we are all oblivious because we aren't used to forum crushes. (Vertex's blatant love of flat Nynaeve aside )